Took out my Magic Card deck earlier because I found out one of my cousins has been collecting for the past eight years or so. They asked me who gave the deck. A friend, I said. A friend. It's so hard to be with no labels, you cannot even validate what you had. Sure, we never publicly announced anything, but it certainly was more than friendship? Ah well, what does it matter now?

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The late nights and the early mornings are difficcult; the in between's okay. All pain is private now.